Shit, man. I'm so fucked

I'm a hypocrite.

I was supposed to be a coach, leading and guiding ambitious individuals to unheard levels of success. I was supposed to inspire and motivate people to action, help them do the impossible, help them find the fire within themselves that would propel them to insane levels of success.

But now I realize that I'm a fraud.

I can't even get myself to take action to pursue the very dreams I claim are the sole reason for my existence. How could I ever inspire other people to success and help them overcome the many obstacles waiting to sneak up on them as soon as they move towards their goals.

I haven't made a single call to try and drum up sales. I haven't approached our local food vendors to try and sell them eggs. All I've done is wake up at midday and play games on my phone.

What kind of ambition is that?

I'm a liar.

I've committed the worst sin imaginable.

I've been lying to myself.

Worse part?

I'm unemployed. Rev is officially dead. I have no income.

I have a pile of debt.

If that doesn't motivate me to take action, what the hell will?

Shit, man. I'm so fucked.